In this life, in this world, I have a strong need and desire to help those in need . To reach out as far as I possibly can, to lend a helping hand on a global scale. It is my dream to one day see a society made up of peace, justice, love. A place where war, anger, hatred, and sadness do not exist. Where there is no such thing as suffering. Just a bunch of people living and loving and nurturing everything around them.

Trouble is, how do I go about doing this? There are so many options, so many paths, so many decisions. I've even had the occasional friend or acquaintance try to help me get on the right path. But, what may work for them, may not necessarily work for me. After all we are all our own individual person. And although, I appreciate the input, I have made the decision to wait for an answer to come to me. Perhaps I will wait a lifetime. Perhaps the answers lay right in front of me, but I am blind to it. Perhaps it is simpler than I make it out to be. After all, people have the knack of making the simplest of things so very complicated. I suppose it doesn't have to be this way. So I will wait patiently for a resolution. Always keeping in mind, that patience is a virtue...Good things come to those who wait.

I suppose I thought to write a journal or a book, not only for myself, but especially for those outside of myself. In this way, I will enable people close to me or not, to know me, the real me. Sides that you might have seen whilst I was still alive, sides to me that may have remained a closed, locked door to others. When you look at me, you see me externally. But the core of me. The part that really matters, lies buried deep inside. Hidden away from all to see. Concoctions of theories and notions. My mind is alive and aware. Full of thoughts on love, dreams, hopes. My mind loves the idea of analyzing theories and figuring things out. Most times, it seeks solitude. A place where it can open up without fear and judgement. Because there are so many things inside me, that most people wouldn't comprehend. My mind remains locked up and hidden from the world. It is constantly on overdrive. There are so many thoughts that flow through my mind at times, that it can be a bit overwhelming. It longs to be heard, and understood. It longs to be expressed. I will remain forever lost inside myself, alone adrift a turbulent sea of sadness...until I find a way to be heard...be free...to be me...and reach my full potential on a soulful level.

That's the problem with people nowadays. They spend so much time looking outward, instead of inward. They spend so much of their time awake, yet asleep. They go through life rushing, instead of slowing down the pace. We need to learn to slow down, enjoy the sweetness all around us. We need to learn to love one another, aswell as ourselves. To appreciate all that life has to offer. You can read all the books, go to school for years, and grow intellectually, but still you will not fully understand, you will not fully know, the meaning of things, the answers to lifes many questions until you look within yourself. Until you realize this, there will always be something missing. You will always be searching for something, you will always have unanswered questions...bottom line, growing intellectually is a wonderful thing. But to become fully complete, you must also learn to nurture yourself, and grow spiritually.

Well, I don't know if you like what you are reading so far, I have always had the issue of doubting myself. In all aspects of my life. I just never thought that anything that I did was good enough or acceptable. An obstacle in my life that I have yet to overcome. I am very aware of my flaws. It is good to know these things, because once you are aware, you can take the next step to better yourself. Mould yourself to become a better person, and rid yourself of unpleasing qualities. Take in the things that you want, discard the rest. You are free to make these decisions, you are free to venture down any path you want in life. On your journey, please travel lightly and tread softly. Be kind to yourself, aswell as those around you, and allow your true self to be unveiled. Know that I will always have the best intentions for you, always.

Humans are known to be very curious creatures indeed. I am guilty of it, you are, we all are. So, if you have a little bit of curiosity in you, right now, and enjoy getting to know other people....strangers in particular...Then I have no doubt in my mind that my mediocre collection of thoughts and ideas will definitely grasp and keep your attention...possibly even entertain you.

My collection of thoughts, are not going to teach you how to get rich, it’s not going to give you answers or questions. It simply allows you to enter the mind of some random, unknown person. An interesting journey it is...especially when entering unknown territory and exploring something new and unknown. Being human, we are naturally attracted to the unknown. Drawn to it like moths to the flame. Why is that? Who’s to know? Well, I just decided one day, to write my thoughts down, compile everything into somewhat of a book oneday. Ultimately, this was just written on mere intention of entertaining you. it’ll be like we met in person, yet not. I am giving you the opportunity to delve into my mind. See what I see through my thoughts. Trust me, I have a lot of them.

So, if you are anything like me, you would peruse a bookstore, perhaps a book or two would catch your eye, you’d pick the book up, open it, and read the first couple of pages to see if anything in particular catches your attention. Am I right? If something catches your attention, we continue reading, if not, we put the book down and move on.Well, these are for all those people out there who are INTERESTED in reading some random thoughts. From a unknown person really. To be honest, I never ever wanted to waste anyones time, especially if they are not interested in me, or what I have to say. Time is of the essence. Time waits for no one. I really wouldn't want to hold you up if you didn't want to hear me...hear me, not listen. There's a difference. When you hear someone, you absorb information like a sponge. When you listen, you will be hearing words, but not comprehending. If you would like to take this little trip into my mind, read on. If not, thanks for stopping by. I wish you nothing but the best in life. Go out there and chase those dreams. Make them reality. But hurry up, time waits for no one, and the clock is ticking.

Sometimes I wish we all could write a book of our very own. Things would be much simpler. Finding and keeping relationships would have a higher percentile rate. You could meet someone on the street, borrow their book for a day or two..see what they’re really all about, if their thoughts and ideas were compatible with yours, and make a decision to pursue some type of relationship with them or not. Wouldn’t that make things so much easier? Well, this is my book.

This is me...like or leave it. You still interested?